i can’t take this ive gained 2kg’s in such a short period of time! i hate how i gain weight faster then i lose it, mental breakdown right her, yup so f****ing over this!

thedisorderedlife:

really struggling right now! everything is just far to overwhelming, i’m trying to figure out what i want to do next year and seeing my options because i have no idea and mum keeps telling me i wont cope at University. so obviously she’s telling me i’m dumb !! i feel so worthless at the moment, im already SO uncomfortable in my body and to add to that i’m dumb! argh so many temptations right now! i just want to run away from this world. it’s funny because everyone thinks i’m doing really well atm and everyone thinks im really happy and bubbly all the time, little do they know im falling, im struggling and im hiding my emotions! 

h0pingforfreedom:

not sick enough and not thin enough